A day come out againts my tears ...

Hmm ... Since you said HATE me I already know that I had did a thing that making you forget me easily . Maybe you really don't know how much that i love you . But this is not really important already . I know that the more we contact each other is getting hurt . So I just do a really stupid decision that makes you Hate me . I'm sure you don't know :) I won't tell you too because I'm just want to see you happy .

Still got 2 days left is your birthday . Before that I promised want to celebrate with you . But ... Now even want to wish you I think you also don't accept already . I guessed you really HATE me . hehe its ok I know this all making by my hand . Your birthday i never forget . Today is 23Apr and I still remember if we din't break today is our two month anniversary :) I still remember last month I thought you forget our againts first month anniversary but you remember one wor :D I'm so happy on that time . But after a few day we separate :( why ? I know its my fault already . I really no face to face you already . Even I know I'm not a good friend for you too .

= Memory =
Our first meet place at Gaya Street that day is night and is a christmas night . We walk together . First time meet we have talk much not like a stranger . That night I'm so happy . I fetched you home . On that night , I say to my self next year I'm gonna have a special christmas eve with you . but ...

Second time we meet , at your church . That night you got performance so can't countdown with me but its actually your leader don't let you go with me I still remember I bring you kin su with him lagi =P . At last we countdown at your church basketball court . Its okay my main point only want to see you =)

Third time meet , together you with your parents and popo that is the day I meet your parents . Then are nice :) A lovely family :) We meet at Lintas upperstar . After lunch I bring you go around kk . Where also go . hehe that happy long time i din't feel it dy ...

hmm ... againts we meet is the day new year eve . Your daddy wants you to follow them go their friend's house but you really don't want and I don't wanna see you not happy so be brave go your house and talk to your daddy that I wanna celebrate with you even need to early fetch you home but I promised you daddy :) Finally I bring you out =) That night I never forget . The most happy new year eve that i ever had =) I just can say , day you beside me is the wonderful day :) Without you , I'm hell miss you do you really know it =(

I still remember I ever go to your church with you . Your mummy ever sit my car too . All the thing I never forget .

23 Feb is the day we together back . Owh damn I'm so happy on that day . I'm just smile to sleep =) I thought everything I get back . 13 March you celebrated my birthday with me , I really don't know what . The whole day I'm just very happy =) Just because of you , anything trouble on me i can be very calm down to think it and settle it.

Now ... I lost you already . what I guess you won't forgive me anymore. I'm not dare to find you too . Your birthday coming soon . hmm ... I'm here wish you a very happy birthday :') you are getting grow up =) don't be naughty already ah :)

Last , I would like to tell you ... You are the one I ever love so deep . There is no one can stand in my heart . I will always remember you . your smile never end in my mind =) Goodbye my love :'(

26 Feb 2009

It's late I can't sleep in now and my mind full of complicated mater . I really don't know how long my good moment will gone it suddenly again . I'm not dare to think it . I only hope it can long as last longer . Maybe I'm not a perfect person . But the only good thing when I got it I will really appreciate and won't easy to let it go . I really don't know how long I can stand in my life . It's too complicated . So just enjoy everyday enjoy the sweet moment that I having now .

2.46 a.m

I'm not happy =(

I hate this feeling =( haih ~ please tell me what you want so that i will not thinking too much ~ Really don't know what i'm thinking now ~ sorry if i always makes you angry or unhappy =(

Just wanna tell you that I Love You =)

09 December 2009

YEAH !!! Finally my SPM examination FINISHED !!! hohoho ~ Not freedom yet ~ Exam finish and its time for me to work ~

Tomorrow start work for 1st day ~ sorry baby if i busy din't find you but i promise when got free time sure will find you one =)

hmm ... dear dear dear i miss you a lot =( hope we can meet up soon ~ Love dear so much o ~ Totally can't without dear everyday ~ u're so important to me know ~ I promised won't hurt you just only will give you the best life and care for you my GIRL SOPHIA HUII =)

I♥陈诗慧 Forever =)

07 December 2009 1.25 a.m.

hmmm.... So so long time i din't write blog and its time for me to continue =)

Waiting my new job on 10Dec ~ new staff ,new challenge ,new job for me ~ so nervous that i can't handle it ~ Never mind i will do my best =D

hmm ... Dear i miss you a lot ~ waiting you come back ~

09 Nov 2009

ZOO

MY SPECIAL STAFF FOOD =D

hohoho i'm back for blogging =D

Today afternoon went to zoO with my brother and my best friend =D Sadly walk in a half way it was rain >.< there ="D">

Night went for work ~ waO today my dinner was special ! haha after eat still got pudding as my desert =D

The movie 2010 i'm gonna crazy waiting for IT !!! =)

29 Oct / 31 Oct / 2 Nov 2009

ICE BAR HALLOWEEN NIGHT

31 Oct 2009

29 Oct 2009 My Best Brother !

Cheers !!

31 Oct 2009

Morning went to work ~ Felt like the time passed very fast ~ Night went to Ice Bar with my friend ! hoho ... I was drink a lot and getting drunk ~ Totally can't drive then i asked my friend drive my car send me home ~ Headache ~

2 Nov 2009

Morning went to school ~ My bro go to Sarawak already =( haih ~ Wait you come back we go drink again lah =)